MadMaktub

2012-01-16T06:41:00.005-02:00

My YouTube Channel: a bit of everything, depending on my mood. Music is everything. But I also have some good-for-nothing videos saved there. Too much work to delete them. They should make it easier.

http://www.youtube.com/user/TheMadMaktub

I studied in a nun school for all my whole and entire life. I hardly say a bad name and never ever write them. Maybe thats why I like this tune too. If I was a musician I probably would be a traditional pianist. It would be fun relax and say some bad names and how I really feel sometimes. Anyway, any displays of useless actions makes me feel bored. But music, is always good. Well, mostly.

2012-01-08T02:23:00.004-02:00

Welcome! And you know that I am talking about you right? You accepted me today. Nice to be a bit closer. I thought it would never happen. I do not know anything about you and this will never happen. But dont know some facts can also protect us. I will not be in Danger........

Hope you like this song. I do.

2012-01-07T01:58:00.004-02:00

Life is so repetitive. What changes is the way we respond to the same facts.

Dec 31, 2011

2011-12-31T01:10:00.003-02:00

Today here is already Dec 31, city didnt sleep and I can hear some fireworks. I live close to the beach, in Ipanema, and close to my building we have several restaurants and cool bars from where I can hear people talking right now.

And at midnight today we will be at Copacabana beach (some min far from here) to watch the fireworks show. It is a 15/20 min show where 2 million people from everywhere come every year. The tradition is wear all white (but also people wear any other color). The windows in all shops show only white clothes at this time.

At the beach some wash their feet, others jump in. The important is to celebrate and leave behind all bad that happened and look to the future where we hope to find better days to us and our beloved ones. The magic is in the air today.

Happy New Year!

Danger

2011-12-29T02:03:00.016-02:00

A New Year is coming. All my certainties are gone so long ago. I cannot complain. Every time I got a hit, Someone up there gives me a gift in disguise. One of them is a Danger one that I will never know anything about.

All I wanted in life in the end worked different than I planned. When we are young, we seem to be eternal and there is nothing that we cannot get it. The world is ours. While growing we start to find out that Miracles dont exist. But still sometimes there is a flame that comes back and reminds me that Im alive. So I start to see the miracle again that takes me to another world and makes me dream again. These moments are getting rare with the time but are yet so precious. In the end I still have myself. Not bad at all.

Looking for the sun. Life is beautiful. But Im starting to say goodbye.

I didnt think this before, but if you read this Merry Christmas to you my Danger unknown friend and a Very Happy New Year. We will never meet, but this is what makes life so mysteriously beautiful.

I love this song. It is so me now.

A passionate for life but impossible to be a lover.

I love life by outside.

...and the other side of the coin...........

how to forget this one........

oops............... undone

2011-12-25T22:19:00.003-02:00

Welcome back to my life my dear friend.
Life without you wouldnt be the same.
The best Christmas gift everrrrrrrrrr.

Things I wrote somewhere

2011-12-08T15:08:00.001-02:00

I love. Not anyone specific. I just love. Is this love that I have that cheers me up when everything seems to fall. · October 28 at 12:55pm

Things I wrote somewhere

2011-08-15T22:24:00.007-03:00

- we are like 3 pirates:we dont belong to any place or any time, we travel to different seas, but when anything hurts, we are too close again :)

(a good family is the best thing one can have :) said someone)

- is the only port a pirate can have :)

- Discipline she is saying I guess has the same meaning of one of the meanings in my language too: be organized and centered trying to reach the perfection

- Japanese can be cold to show emotions but what they write have always a deep meaning. And some writings are too simple and so deep as well. They see the world with a unique vision.

- Haiku by Basho

Clouds come from time to time -

and bring to men a chance to rest

from looking at the moon.

I use to say that even a warrior needs some rest, well we all need. Clouds there for me it is that "break time" we all need to dive into ourselves without the interference of the exterior world.

- Murakami

"Sometimes fate is like a small sandstorm that keeps changing directions. You change direction but the sandstorm chases you. You turn again, but the storm adjusts. Over and over you play this out, like some ominous dance with death just before dawn. Why? Because this storm isn't something that blew in from far away, something that has nothing to do with you. This storm is you. Something inside of you. So all you can do is give in to it, step right inside the storm, closing your eyes and plugging up your ears so the sand doesn't get in, and walk through it, step by step. There's no sun there, no moon, no direction, no sense of time. Just fine white sand swirling up into the sky like pulverized bones. That's the kind of sandstorm you need to imagine.

And you really will have to make it through that violent, metaphysical, symbolic storm. No matter how metaphysical or symbolic it might be, make no mistake about it: it will cut through flesh like a thousand razor blades. People will bleed there, and you will bleed too. Hot, red blood. You'll catch that blood in your hands, your own blood and the blood of others.

And once the storm is over you won't remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won't even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won't be the same person who walked in. That's what this storm's all about."

— Haruki Murakami (Kafka on the Shore)

2011-07-25T00:27:00.007-03:00

What else can be said about life that haven't been said yet? Sun is not for everyone, the strongest and smartest gets everything, sometimes one pays most for the things one gets for nothing, and some are luckier than others. You can say that luck doesn't exist: it is a result of opportunity and preparation, right? But, what about those who have preparation, opportunities and are devoured by the mean ones? And those who have preparation and no opportunities at all? Life is not fair in human world. In the jungle, animals don't think about it ( I guess) and the laws are the same. It is weird to know that one day I will not be here anymore. I will be forgotten as anyone will anyway someday too if their names were not written in Human History.

Music is one thing that can take us away from this even from few minutes, or maybe put us in a hole worst than what we are living sometimes. Love free us from all the pain, but if it doesn't work as a relationship f.e. it also take us in a dark travel inside the dark side of our soul.

They say that ignorance is like a sky without stars, but sometimes ignorance is an armor against the unfair side of life. Knowledge make us ask, search even more for an answer. And the answer, no one has anyway.

Oh yes, I forgot to say: life is beautiful.

Flo Rida - Club Can't Handle Me ft. David Guetta

2011-07-23T21:59:00.000-03:00

David Guetta feat Kid Cudi - Memories

2011-07-23T20:58:00.000-03:00

2011-06-24T21:30:00.002-03:00

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe

A lover's discourse

2011-06-12T17:27:00.001-03:00

A mandarin fell in love with a courtesan. "I shall be yours," she told him, "when you have spent a hundred nights waiting for me, sitting on a stool, in my garden, beneath my window." But on the ninety-ninth night, the mandarin stood up, put his stool under his arm, and went away.

A Lover's Discourse: Fragments, Roland Barthes

2011-05-28T23:18:00.001-03:00

You can't light a candle to God and also to the Devil. You will lose the protection of the first till you regret of what you did, and you will be attacked with no mercy by the second one, no matter if you regret or not later. Good & evil: everyone likes loyalty.

2011-05-15T14:46:00.010-03:00

Doesnt matter if a love stays forever in our lives or not but the good that it makes while is around. Love can free you from any pain, can make you start enjoying life again, can make you forget any insult and smile as nothing bad had happened before.

2011-05-05T22:47:00.001-03:00

I should say sorry to people because I am not sweet. But the fact that I am honest and fair make me think that they will like me anyway.

2011-05-02T21:08:00.000-03:00

Life is short. Forgive, forget, love the next, yourself and be happy. After a big storm we always emerge stronger. Just believe on yourself.

2011-04-26T13:59:00.008-03:00

Stop judging. We all are different. The chances are not the same to everyone. Can you imagine, leave your comfortable home and live under a war 24/7 and no place to go because everything is destroyed? Even in places that has no wars, many live isolated in their little worlds, or because they are sick and dont have money to pay a doctor or a medecine. Or because they are too ignorant to know what to do because they didnt have access to school. Or because they are weird.

I know what you are thinking: "World has no time for losers". Be aware: one day might be you.

Egyptian Society for Mercy to Animals - ESMA

2011-04-24T13:14:00.004-03:00

This world have a lot of work to be done. Is really great to know that ESMA exists and are here to "protect and rescue the animals in immediate danger. ESMA is a charitable organization registered in Egypt (No. 3059/2007) that operates a shelter and adoption center."

Chief Seattle said in 1885 (in a response to the USA President Franklin Pierce - who wanted to buy the indians land) "everything is related", "we are all brothers" - he was talking about all nature, not only humans. Animals, fields, rivers, the whole universe, they are all our brothers in life.

ESMA - http://www.esmaegypt.org/

2011-04-21T00:56:00.006-03:00

Music express all our feelings. It is an universal language. And we chose some according to our mood. After so many beats Im like the moon now, only reflecting the light (of my family and friends).

Im down but this is transitory. It is normal we feel like that after being hit for something - even expected.

Never have any doubt about yourself. Believe in how strong you can be. In the end you will be a better person. The best way to improve yourself is facing the harder things. Easy tests dont help you in nothing.

Devon Hodgkins ~ goodbye ~

2011-04-20T01:15:00.004-03:00

Im not much into thank God for anything. But Im grateful today. Yesterday I prayed to Him because I knew that another storm was coming. Today He gave me the light to open my heart to who hit me badly and did it again today. I forgive you Devon Hodgkins for all you did to me. Forgive me too. Be happy sweetheart. Everyone deserves another chance.

Brazilian Columbine

2011-04-07T13:47:00.006-03:00

Brazil is shocked today. In Rio de Janeiro, my city, a man, 24 yo, get into a school and kills 10 children: 9 girls -1 boy (between 13/14 yo). Others 20 are still at the hospital with head and chest shots. Killer commited suicide after being shooted by the police. First time that this happen in the History of our country.

The first children started to get out of the school and no one could understand what was happening. The police was near and heard the shots. Getting into the school they saw a lot of hurt children and some already dead. The assassin was going to the rooms and shooting in their heads and chest only. The police shooted in his leg to make him stop and them he shoot his own head.

They could be our son, daughter, grandson, granddaughter, a friend's son, a friend's daughter.. in one word: they are children. They were at the school learning and maybe dreaming with childish things. The dream for some of them is over. And the life of those who are still alive will never be the same.

Me, myself & I

2011-04-02T15:24:00.001-03:00

I did a hard work on myself to dont miss anyone. I wish to be possible to have two of me lol I would be nice to myself, I would never betray myself, just like I do being only one. But it would be nice share my life with someone like me - not other person, but me myself, twice. I wish the other Taz was here.

Nothing will never gonna change the human nature

2011-04-01T14:24:00.004-03:00

"1992 - A girl who silenced the world for 6 minutes. Nothing has changed. 19 years later, many species are extinct, children still dying from hunger and disease. We horde more stuff then we will ever need ... 19 years later, Plutonium is leaking into the oceans, radiation is polluting the air ... we are killing our children. Why are we so greedy?" ~by Lana Milinkovic

2011-04-01T13:42:00.000-03:00

Friday. Hell's door are opening. Welcome. Wanna dance? Eat? No fun and no food. You are Devil's slave remember? Just mix your pain into your drink and burn.

Queen ~ Reina

2011-03-25T12:11:00.008-03:00

We, all women, are Queens. And Queens do not cry for nothing. So when your heart is sad, does not show, go ahead. When you feel that you fell do not stay there, move on. Be your own well wisher, value yourself, love yourself, because you are a treasure. So when someone says: "you are not what I need", say you in return: "No, because I am more than what you were looking for."

Somos todas, las mujeres, Reinas. Y las Reinas no lloran por nada. Así que cuando tu corazón esté triste, no lo demuestres, sigue adelante. Cuando sientas que te caíste no te quedes allí, sigue. Quierete, valorate, amate, que tu vales oro. Así cuando te digan "no eres lo que necesito" dile: "No, porque soy mas de lo que tu buscabas."

2011-03-20T15:49:00.000-03:00

There is a place that no one sees, no one knows, that is inside our souls. A place where everyone dreams to live a perfect life. In the end of life you notice that all this happiness will never happen. We will have happy moments and we have to hold them in our mind. It will keep us alive.

Make a difference

2011-03-19T20:28:00.002-03:00

2011-03-19T15:07:00.000-03:00

I never expect "another chance" from any human or anything. I dont have idols, I dont have passions, I dont have heroes.

2011-03-16T10:13:00.001-03:00

With time you will learn to love yourself, or you will never be able to love anyone else. We cannot be happy through another person's eyes. If you are hurt, be like a robot for few days. The pain will go away and you will feel proud to get to this point of control of yourself. Never be afraid to be alone.

Donate to Japan - 2011

2011-03-13T11:43:00.004-03:00

Im amazed how some people like to make tragedies as steps for being popular. They try to show how they are strong and try to explain the other's pain saying things like "everything happens for a reason"! As they say in my country: "Pepper is a refresh in the other's eyes."

I dont like to minimize anyone's pain. People always know well their own hurts. Tell to a person who lost their family that everything happens for a reason: he will never understand you.

So, pray - if you cant do anything else. But if you can, DO anything else, do something more effective. Donate to the Japan's earthquake victms. Donate always in any tragedy. One day, can be your turn to be helped.

To donate you can look for the Red Cross in your own country or any other known group in help people around the globe.

2011-03-01T15:21:00.010-03:00

The History talks by itself. More war. More intervention from who is interested to keep it alive.

Libya uprising continues - live updates at: http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/blog/2011/mar/01/libya-uprising-continues-live-updates

Comment today:

1 March 2011 6:07PM - "US senator John McCain, the Republican candidate for president in 2008, describes the situation as "an unprecedented opportunity to support the people there in shaping a new order that is more consistent with US interests and values".That means more death and destruction as in Iraq and Afghanistan in the hope that USA can install a puppet government that runs the country for the benefit of USA."

2011-02-26T19:57:00.004-03:00

Everytime that we have news about war and other world miseries, some people pretend that life is perfect and dont even like to hear about what the bad is happening to dont spoil their dinner. These are the ones for who the evil will always grow because they will never do nothing to make this planet a better place to live.

"The only thing necessary for evil to triumph is for good men to do nothing."

Humans (?) live as if the less privileged wouldn't exist. The representation of this is very significant when we analyze the behavior of people in virtual communities. Nobody can pretend who (or what) they basically are.

After 2000 years (Christian Era), the human race behaves like animals without any feeling. And they even boast of their wickedness, how much they are better than others, how much are "superior" to others. I hope these kind of people burn in hell. Yes, because this place theoretically is the place where all the insensitive, the proud, jealous, imitators, opportunists, criminals, evil minds should go.

I once believed in humans. Now I feel shame to be considered as one. othing is never ever gonna change the human nature. They will ever destroy each other.

Human is the only one animal that kills for money or pleasure.

Spread the Word - Against the War

2011-02-26T14:32:00.005-03:00

"And I tried hard to be proud of my service but all I could feel was shame. The racism could not longer mask the reality of the occupation. These were people, these were human beings. I've since been claimed by guilt anytime I see an elderly man like the one who couldn't walk and we rolled out on a stretcher and told the Iraqi police to take him away. I feel guilt anytime I see a mother with her children like the one who cried hysterically and screamed that we were worst than Saddam as we forced her from her home. I feel guilt anytime I see a young girl, like the one I grabbed by the arm, and dragged into the street. We are told we are fighting terrorists; the real terrorist was me and the real terrorism is this occupation.

Racism within the military has long been an important tool to justify the destruction and occupation of another country. It's long been used to justify the killing, subjugation and torture of another people. Racism is a vital weapon employed by this government. It's a more important weapon than a rifle, a tank, a bomber or a battleship. It's more destructive than an artillery shell or a bunker buster, or a Tomahawk missile. While those weapons are created and owned by this government, they are harmless without people willing to use them.

Those who send us to war do not have to pull a trigger or lob a mortar round. They do not have to fight the war, they merely have to sell the war. They need a public who is willing to send their soldiers into harm's way. They need soldiers who are willing to kill and be killed without question. They can spend millions on a single bomb, but that bomb only becomes a weapon when the ranks in the military are willing to follow orders to use it. They can send every last soldier anywhere on Earth, but there'll only be a war, if soldiers are willing to fight. And the ruling class, the billionaires who profit from human suffering care only about expending their wealth, controlling the world economy. Understand that their power lies only in their ability to convince us that war, oppression and exploitation is in our interest. They understand that their wealth is dependent on their ability to convince the working class to die to control the market of another country. And, convincing us to kill and die is based on their ability to make us think that we are somehow superior.

Soldiers, sailors, marines, airmen, have nothing to gain from this occupation. The vast majority of people living in the U.S. have nothing to gain from this occupation. In fact, not only do we have nothing to gain, but we suffer more because of it. We lose limbs, endure trauma and give our lives. Our families have to watch flag draped coffins roll into the earth. Millions in this country without health care, jobs or access to education, just watch as this government squander over 450 million dollars a day on this occupation. Poor and working people in this country are sent to kill poor and working people in other country to make the rich richer. Without racism soldiers would realize that they have more in common with the Iraqi people than they do with the billionaires who send us to war.

I threw families onto the street in Iraq only to come home and find families thrown onto the street in this country and this tragic, tragic and unnecessary foreclosure crisis. We need to wake up and realize that our real enemies are not in some distant land and not people whose names we don't know and cultures we don't understand.

The enemy is people we know very well and people we can identify. The enemy is a system that wages war when it's profitable. The enemy is the CEOs who lay us off our jobs when it's profitable, is the insurance companies who deny us health care when it's profitable, is the banks who take away our homes when it's profitable. Our enemy is not five thousands miles away, they are right here at home. If we organize and fight with our sisters and brothers we can stop this war, we can stop this government and we can create a better world.

If tyranny and oppression come to this land, it will be in the guise of fighting a foreign enemy... The loss of Liberty at home is to be charged to the provisions against danger real or imagined from abroad..."

James Madison

Iraq Veterans Against the War http://www.ivaw.org/

2011-02-25T02:42:00.002-03:00

"When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be."

Lao Tzu

2011-02-21T00:19:00.007-03:00

A 5 years old girl asked her friend “What is Friendship?”
He replied “Friendship is when you take my Chocolates Everyday from my bag and I still keep it in the same place….”

2011-02-20T21:20:00.002-03:00

All the human history just show us how people have fighted against the racism and other problems and how we are so far to see this world a better place to live. Our planet will always have problems, there will be always war and corruption. But also there will be always people to fight for the rights of the human being. Some places will always be a bit better than others, but nothing is really gonna change the human nature.

Mornings

2011-02-15T11:00:00.004-02:00

My beautiful city, Rio de Janeiro, waking up again.

Feb 15 - Monday - http://oglobo.globo.com/rio/fotogaleria/2011/13813/
Feb 14 - Valentines - http://oglobo.globo.com/rio/fotogaleria/2011/13807/
Feb 12 - Saturday - http://oglobo.globo.com/rio/fotogaleria/2011/13789/

Who can be sad living in a city like that?

LOVE

2011-02-14T22:28:00.004-02:00

I only believe in universal love. This is the Love, with capital "L", that made people like Martin Luther King, Ghandi, Mother Theresa, fight for the next rights. Love the humanity make us feel stronger and not selfish. I cry when I see people dieing for their freedom. I wouldnt cry if a lover left me.

Happy Valentine's

2011-02-14T10:33:00.004-02:00

A status today made me remember what I wrote four years ago. It was my status in another virtual community.

I USED TO BE FRIENDLY, HAPPY, SARCASTIC, EXPLOSIVE...I LOVED TO MAKE FRIENDS...

ANYWAY..IM STILL HERE!

WELCOME TO MY LIFE!! WE CAN WALK TOGETHER... WHERE DO WE GO?? I DON´T KNOW...THE MOST IMPORTANT IS YOUR COMPANY!!

BE A FRIEND IS ACCEPT THE OTHER AS HE/SHE IS

BE A FRIEND IS

LOVE THE OTHER UNCONDITIONALLY

BE A FRIEND IS

NEVER JUDGE

NEVER HURT

BUT IF IT HAPPENS

JUST GIVE A BIG HUG

TRUE FRIENDS HAVE A BAD MEMORY TO BAD THINGS....

I HOPE YOUR GOOD CLOTHES BE WEARING A GOOD SOUL..

ITS NOT NICE LEAVE A FRIEND WITHOUT A REPLY

IF HE/SHE IS WISHING GOOD THINGS FOR US..

MAYBE THEY WANNA BE IN PEACE WITH US

MAYBE THEY WANNA FORGET THE WORDS BAD SAID

MAYBE THEY WANT JUST WISH GOOD THINGS FOR US

BECAUSE THEY THINK WE ARE IMPORTANT TO THEM.

BUT I GUESS SOME PEOPLE THINK DIFERENT.

BTW..I NEED TO BE THANKFUL TO THIS PEOPLE..

I LEARNT A LOT WITH THEM THESE DAYS

CAUSE EVEN AFTER BEEING SO SINCERE WITH THEM

AND EXPLAINING MY REASONS

EVEN AFTER I ASK THEM TO FORGIVE ME

THEY FORGOT ME

I WISH THEY BE HAPPY WITH WHATEVER THEY WANT

AND WITH WHOEVER THEY NEED

NOTHING WORST THAN BE LEFT ALONE

FOR WHO WE CONSIDER A LOT.

BTW...

WE CANT COMMAND ANYBODY.

SOMETIMES I DO THAT BUT I KNOW THAT IS WRONG.

OR MAYBE SOMEONE FEEL SO DEEP FOR A FRIEND

THAT HE/SHE CANT ADMIT TO SEE HER/HIM

GIVING ATTENTION TO OTHER PERSON.

BUT AS I SAID..

WITH TIME AND AFTER SO MANY HURTS WE WILL NOT CARE ABT IT ANYMORE.

PEOPLE DOESNT HURT US.

OUR EXPECTATIONS DO THAT.

SO..

THE SECRET IS TO LIVE WITH NO EXPECTATIONS.

ITS NOT EASY.

IM TRYING TILL NOW...

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR SOME REASON...

THEN OPEN UR WARDROBE AND TAKE UR BETTER SMILE TO WEAR..

DOESNT MATTER IF YOU FEEL GOOD OR NOT..

NOBODY CARES ANYWAY.

BUT MAYBE TODAY IS UR DAY TO FIND SOMEONE

WHO WILL CARE ABOUT YOU..

AND IF IT DOESNT HAPPEN..

NEVER MIND

YOU STILL HAVE YOURSELF.

BE BRAVE SWEETHEART. LIFE IS TOO SHORT.

AND NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE THE HUMAN NATURE.

2011-02-13T00:08:00.003-02:00

"Sometimes there are no words. No clever quotes to neatly sum up what's happened that day. Sometimes the day just... ends."

Rio de Janeiro.. beautiful!

2011-02-11T13:10:00.000-02:00

http://oglobo.globo.com/rio/fotogaleria/2011/13780/

Rio de Janeiro

2011-02-11T13:07:00.002-02:00

Waking up...

Feb 11 - http://oglobo.globo.com/rio/fotogaleria/2011/13782/
Feb 10 - http://oglobo.globo.com/rio/fotogaleria/2011/13774/
Feb 9 - http://oglobo.globo.com/rio/fotogaleria/2011/13766/
Feb 8 - http://oglobo.globo.com/rio/fotogaleria/2011/13758/
Feb 6 - http://oglobo.globo.com/rio/fotogaleria/2011/13745/
Feb 5 - http://oglobo.globo.com/rio/fotogaleria/2011/13741/

Rio de Janeiro - BRAZIL

2011-01-31T18:07:00.004-02:00

And talking about art, my city is the best proof of what God can do when he is in a good mood! The only place I would like to live. Thanks God I was born here.

Richard Avedon

2011-01-31T15:14:00.001-02:00

A picture is worth a thousand words.

Ohne Dich (Without You) - Rammstein

2011-01-30T19:19:00.007-02:00

"Without you I cannot be, with you I am alone too, without you I count the hours,with you the seconds stand still, they aren't worth it."
Ohne Dich by Rammstein

And anything else will be history.

Hasta la Vista

2011-01-30T17:18:00.002-02:00

"I remembered black skies
The lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve..."

New Divide by Linkin Park

"New Divide" - LINKIN PARK from Linkin Park on Vimeo.

Qwiki - Natural Wonders

2011-01-29T13:22:00.000-02:00

Women

2011-01-29T13:13:00.001-02:00

☆ Women are Angels and when someone breaks our wings we simply continue to fly.. on a broomstick. We are flexible like that...☆

Time Tunnel Tunes

2011-01-29T11:44:00.004-02:00

One day, you came to me
Freed me from misery
I touched the music in you
You started to feel so happy
Makes me jump up and down
You know my heart gets a beat
Each time that we meet
I'm just so happy I met you
Happy
I am feeling so happy
I'm gonna go happy
You make me so happy
Can't you see I'm happy now
One day, you said to me
Happy is where I wanna be
One plus one makes it two
That equals me and you
Each time we make love
Until the day I met you
All of my dreams came true
I am so happy I met you
Happy
I'm feeling so happy
I'm gonna go happy
I'm gonna be happy
Can't you see I'm happy now
I-KNOW-I-WAN-T-TO-BE-HA-PPY-ONE-DAY-WI-TH-YOU-NOW-I-WAN-T-TO-BE-HA-PPY-WI-TH-YOU-MY-BA-BY---MY-BABY---MY-BABY-MY-BABY-MY-BABY-MY-BABY
Happy
I'm gonna be happy
I'm gonna be happy
Can't you see I'm happy now

To The Dark Rose - The Queen

2011-01-29T10:13:00.005-02:00

I love this music.. well.. I love a lot of musics lol. The expression " in joy and sorrow" has a special meaning, we say that when we get married. The marriage goes away and first we are only sorrow and alone with kids. But then we find that we have ourselves and friends who feel the same as we do. Maybe they live close to us or not, but these alliances will never die: in joy or sorrow. Hug Queen D' Rose ♥ as I said before, you are a brave woman. You will always find a solution for anything.

Qwiki of the Day - LEGO

2011-01-28T15:27:00.000-02:00

看到这个就知道什么叫奇迹了

2011-01-28T00:46:00.011-02:00

I dont need to list everything that anyone can do in internet. Good or bad, internet has many ways to inform people. One of them makes possible we know about examples of life.

Watch on http://www.56.com/u11/v_NTc0NTI3MzY.html or look for http://www.56.com - China.
Name of the video: 看到这个就知道什么叫奇迹了

2011-01-27T20:33:00.002-02:00

"The Internet is the first thing that humanity has built that humanity doesn't understand, the largest experiment in anarchy that we have ever had."
by Eric Schmidt

Qwiki of the Day

2011-01-27T19:43:00.001-02:00

2011-01-26T23:08:00.001-02:00

“We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.”
by Chuck Palahniuk

360º on Tumblr

2011-01-26T21:18:00.006-02:00

For a great experience, when the video starts, click on it with the mouse and drag., gently. Enjoy the view!

Qwiki alpha - The big step for the future

2011-01-25T19:37:00.005-02:00

2011-01-23T02:26:00.008-02:00

I read somewhere: "Some people believe in God, I believe in Music. Some people pray, I turn up the radio. If Music weren't here, I wouldn't be here. Music is everything to me. Simple as that."

"Without music, life would be a mistake."
Friedrich Nietzsche

2011-01-21T23:20:00.008-02:00

Doesnt matter how much you are hurt, for how long you are suffering or how old you are. Just dont be afraid to get over and start again. Maybe the beginning it is not the same as the last one, but you will find your answer and the best way to keep moving on and get rid of all the negative feelings. So, close your eyes and try to see the magnificent Universe around us. From somewhere this Universe take its strength. So, try to find yours inside of you. It must be there.
Cry, scream, kick, but never give up to find your way to meet yourself.
The way can be long. If you feel alone, walk with me.

"And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Imma face my demons
I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now.

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road"

Not Afraid - by Eminem

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2011-01-20T01:34:00.001-02:00

"I have not failed . I' ve just found 10.000 ways that won't work."

by Thomas Edison

2011-01-20T01:31:00.001-02:00

Time and life are free and priceless. You can't own it, but you can use it. You can't keep it, but you can spend it. Once you've lost it you can never get it back.

2011-01-20T01:29:00.000-02:00

“Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty.”
by Mother Teresa of Calcutta

2011-01-17T21:35:00.004-02:00

Today I read something that fullfiled my heart and made me think.

"If we all loved each other and were true to our faith, we could let go of anger, of evil and hate. For you are my brother, my sister, my niece.. If we can remember that we will all live in peace.. ♥"

So beautiful.. but the problem is that most of people forget fast and leave behind the ones who once they needed.

Thats why I treasure when I find brave people, they are the best friends who will never betray us.

They are those kind of friends who, whatever be the distance and time we dont meet each other, the friendship keeps beeing fresh as the first time: we all love each other and are true to our faith and to the other's one, we only feel love and joy when together, we see the world through the lens of this special friend. They will always tell the truth because the truth, if it is related to them, will never hurt a friend. And if it is related to the world, a true friend will think that is better we know the truth through them than through a stranger. Because brave and true friends are sisters and brothers in soul and love to live in peace. ♥

Enchente 2011 - Rio de Janeiro - Brazil

2011-01-17T11:32:00.004-02:00

Silenciosa, a cidade do Rio de Janeiro continua o trabalho de atendimento às vítimas da enchente deste ano de 2011. Um tempo de espanto do qual pensávamos estar livres desde o ano passado, com a tragédia em Angra dos Reis no mesmo mes. è nessas horas, porém, que encontramos heróis: pessoas que podem ser da própria família ou desconhecidos, que arriscam as próprias vidas para salvar alguém do pesadelo.

Fotos: http://glo.bo/fgJsDc

Força Brasil!

2011-01-15T04:53:00.000-02:00

Chuvas na Região Serrana do Rio de Janeiro - Brasil

2011-01-15T04:42:00.002-02:00

http://glo.bo/f1pUOr

Para fazer doações visite o site de O Globo e assista ao vídeo com as informações:
http://redeglobo.globo.com/novidades/noticia/2011/01/globo-rio-promove-campanha-para-ajudar-desabrigados-pelas-chuvas.html

Brazil Floods - Still On

2011-01-15T04:39:00.000-02:00

http://www.nytimes.com/2011/01/14/world/americas/14brazil.html?ref=brazil

2011-01-15T02:30:00.001-02:00

"The most authentic thing about us is our capacity to create, to overcome, to endure, to transform, to love and to be greater than our suffering."

Disasters

2011-01-14T12:13:00.003-02:00

by Marcelo Lluberas Marcelo Lluberas – 1 hr 1 min ago

TERESOPOLIS, Brazil (AFP) – Brazil is suffering its worst-ever natural disaster after mudslides near Rio de Janeiro this week killed more than 500 people, media compiling the deaths said Friday.

Municipal officials in the Serrana region just north of Rio said at least 506 people were killed, surpassing the 437 toll from a 1967 mudslide that had been previously considered Brazil's biggest disaster.

More bodies were expected to turn up as rescuers finally reached villages cut off by destroyed roads and bridges.

The G1 news outlet called it "the biggest climatic tragedy in the history of the country."

In frantic efforts to locate survivors and bodies, rescuers braved the risk of further mudslides, as rain continued to fall on the waterlogged region, making it even more unstable.

"It's very overwhelming. The scenes are very shocking," President Dilma Rousseff said after visiting the area Thursday.

She pledged "strong action" by her government, which has already released 470 million dollars in initial emergency aid and sent seven tonnes of medical supplies.

The catastrophe was seen as her first big test since taking power two weeks ago, replacing her popular predecessor, Luiz Inacio Lula da Silva.

Storms dumped the equivalent of a month's rain in just a few hours before dawn Wednesday, sending mudslides slicing through towns and hamlets, destroying homes, roads and bridges and knocking out telephone and power lines.

The worst affected towns were Novo Friburgo, which recorded 225 deaths, Teresopolis, with 223 deaths, and Petropolis, with 39 deaths, according to municipal officials. Another 19 fatalities were registered in the village of Sumidouro.

The death toll from this single disaster exceeded the 473 rain-related deaths recorded for all of Brazil over the whole of of last year.

Churches and police stations were turned into makeshift morgues, the smell of decomposing corpses heavy in the warm air. Thousands of survivors took refuge in shelters.

The atmosphere was mournful as the extent of the disaster became apparent in the devastated mountain two of Teresopolis.

Bodies piled up in the temporary morgues while crowds of people desperate to learn the fate of loved ones gathered outside.

They scrutinized photos of faces disfigured by the surprise of death or the ravages of decomposition in an attempt to identify the missing. Many of the bodies were those of children, women and old people -- all physically less apt to survive nature's onslaught.

A fireman described the gut-wrenching ordeal.

"You have no idea how hard it is to see the bodies of so many children... It's horrible," he told AFP.

Elsewhere in the city, hundreds of people left homeless by the calamity sat around on mattresses in a gymnasium, still in shock. Some were injured.

One, 59-year-old Joao de Lima, clutched a doll with desolation written on his face.

"I lost my four daughters and everything I had," he said softly.

Around 12,000 people were left homeless, because their houses were destroyed or deemed too unsafe.

Tourism, the Serrana's main source of revenue, was also devastated. Hotels said they were losing millions of dollars as visitors, most of them Rio residents, stayed away.

"It was like a bomb full of mud was dropped on a tourist resort," one local in Novo Friburgo, artistic director Arnaldo Miranda, told the Jornal do Brasil daily.

"The city's economy is ruined," he said.

But the accounts of loss were leavened by a high-drama rescue.

"I thought I was going to die," said Ilair Pereira de Souza, a 53-year-old woman who had a miraculous escape when neighbors on a nearby balcony threw her a rope.

"Help me, help me," she pleaded, in scenes replayed throughout the day on Brazilian television.

She grabbed for the rope, and disappeared underneath the muddy waters, before reappearing, clinging to the slim lifeline, but without her dog Beethoven, which she had been clutching in her arms.

"If I had tried to save him, I would have died. The poor thing. He stayed for a moment looking me in the eyes, and then he was swept away."

Source: Yahoo News - http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20110114/ts_afp/brazilweatherflood

Definitely weird weather phenomena are happening all over the planet. If you are focus in your own belly, look around and be grateful for what you have. Some people have no choice to wake up feeling nice. Im sending help for these distant areas. What did you do for the next today?

2011-01-13T02:02:00.003-02:00

"The defects and faults of the mind are like wounds in the body. After all imaginable care has been taken to heal them up, still there will be a scar left behind."

~Francois de la Roche Foucauld~

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"It has been said that time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone."

~ Rose Kennedy ~

2011-01-10T18:02:00.005-02:00

“What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world, remains and is immortal.”

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attributed to Albert Pine, but actually by Mason Albert Pike, from his book “Ex Corde Locutiones: Words from the Heart Spoken of His Dead Brethren” (Google Books link)

1st January

2011-01-01T16:10:00.002-02:00

"I don't care who's wrong or right, I don't really wanna fight no more.." May we all have a peaceful, happy and healthy year. ♥

2010 is ending! Thanks God! lol

2010-12-31T11:47:00.002-02:00

2010. The worst thing was: I was about to get marry with an American (really?!) who deleted 75% of my list in a website and later betrayed me baaaadly! The best is: I end the year in peace with myself. May you have always a light upon you guiding to the right path. Be happy! Happy New Year!

Lime in the Coconut (or Monkeys are the Devil)

2010-12-30T10:38:00.006-02:00

2010. After a well slept night, the relief. An email to say the lasts words. The rest of the poison inside, to start a new road. Stupidity or not, thats what she was feeling. The only way to fullfil a cup again is emptying it before.

"Well, 2010 is ending in a different way of the last year. Deep inside I always knew that this would happen and I told you that in the end, after all that mess of your life, you would find another woman who would meet you without all your issues and she wouldnt have anything to hurt her and she could be with you in a nice relationship, and I would be left.

I dont know who left who. Maybe my fear of the loss made me behave always to keep you out from my life. But even I sending messages to the people of your work, it could be fixed. I would forgive you if you did this. I did with my last husband when he went to my work. Now I know why you betrayed me and made me know it: you didnt want really to be with me anymore. Weird, it doesnt hurt. But the true would always be better than all the lies you told me.

The pics with that woman for example. I can see the pumpkins: it was at the same day that you went to your sister home on Halloween with your kids and took pics of your daughter in the middle of that big pumpkins. I remember that you hairs were cut that way. So, since early october you were lieing to me. It would be easier and nicer if you simply could tell me. I would cry for sometime but I would heal myself.

I sent a message to Joe, because I noticed him on my yahoo, for some reason: I didnt add him and I guess he didnt as well. I wanted to know if your co-workers really told anything against me. He said that he had no opinion about me. Sure: he only know me through you, right? And there is always two sides of the same story. And a wise person would never judge anyone throught others opinions. But, who is really wise in this life?

You wanted to hurt my pride, and I guess you got it. No one in this world likes to be betrayed. Mainly by the people that were supposed to be by our side.

There is no way to be even friends because, as you already might well know, I will always try to hit you. If I have a side asking me to leave and live in peace, there is another one that claims for revenge. Thats why I get apart from my first husband: he was always with a woman around. One day I gave up and left him to all women that he could want. He stayed like 13 years still coming around to see how I was going. It was my biggest nightmare. I lost exactly 13 kilos in 2 months and so on. I refused to go to a doctor to be helped and I started to do gym everyday like crazy and keep me busy with my tasks at university. It was the best years: I have a lot of 10.0 in my history at university because of this. Study it was not only an option: it was the only way possible. I also started working and studying at the same time. I didnt have much time to sleep because also I couldnt sleep well. I was always awake, sleeping few hours. I won a lot of money, but not enough, at that time, to buy an appartment. I did it working in tourism where I could win like 5 thousand dollars a month, alone.

I travelled the world, I knew a lot of people. But people are the same anywhere. Life is so repetitive but I dont want to live like those nightmare-days again.

I cannot wish you to be happy. It is my instinct to hate you and hate the monkey. I hate you and that woman, and if you were living close she would regret to be with you, and you would regret to have betrayed me like that. Better hate than feel pitty for myself. Im loyal, Im nice and I do anything to see people happy. Thats why, sometimes, people tried to screw me. But I always get over and come back better than before.

I know that I will need to keep me busy as much as I can to dont have any kind of feelings: good or bad. It is time to step out from home and see the world again. Hate can be a propulsion machine if we use this feeling in a good way. Be your friend would make me weak and powerless about the control of my own life. I know what means to be too feminine and be submissive, and this, didnt head me to no where. When we are too sweet, people want to take off your smile and bright, like you did to me. If I did this to you, you would be shocked.

I still want you burn in hell: you and the whore. The partner of my last husband, knew english well (he didnt need to learn english there) and went to USA, with his wife and they had 2 kids there. She used to take care of the childrem while he went to work. He took like 10 years to have all the money to open their first restaurant. Now, after 20 years, they have 3. And you tell me that the monkey bought a house in 4 years, even having 2 kids: or you are lieing or she did something really weird to get all that money.

You said once something like, if hate means the proportion of the love that was before, I really loved you a lot. You take out my smile always coming back to the same subject and taking hours saying the same thing. I was there when you were so angry. I was there when you said a lot of things against the other woman. And it happened for one year. How come you say now that this woman is better than me? Did you give her the same pain you gave me for one year making a baby and telling her about it? NO! You were with me, I guess.. Im not sure of anything now.

When you star falling you will remember all the bad you did to me. It was not fair. I was calm down living my life alone and you were so insistent all the time saying the same thing: "we will be fine". And every time you used to say that, I felt a bitter air around me.

I knew that we wouldnt end well, but what I didnt know was that you would be so low. That you wouldnt respect all the things I said and wouldnt respect all the pain I came through. I told you everything about me even my mistakes of the past. I dont know to lie. And you took all the good things I gave to you and throw away.

I dont want to live with this anger inside of me. It is not my nature and it makes me feel another person. Yes, I have to keep the anger for me. But the main part of this anger is you and all the things you made to make me feel like this. I t was better if you have died before doing all this. At least I could remember you and dream with my good memories. You didnt let me have even this."

Monkeys are the Devil! lol

Christmas Message

2010-12-25T11:27:00.002-02:00

Dear Children Santa Clause is actually mommy and daddy.. Merry Christmas! Love WikiLeaks :)

Coming soon...

2010-12-13T00:49:00.005-02:00

2010-11-30T12:08:00.001-02:00

Don't think sorry's easily said
Don't try turning tables instead
You've taken lots of chances before
But I ain't gonna give any more
Don't ask me
That's how it goes
Cause part of me knows what you're thinkin'

Don't say words you're gonna regret
Don't let the fire rush to your head
I've heard the accusation before
And I ain't gonna take any more
Believe me
The sun in your Eyes
Made some of the lies worth believing

I am the eye in the sky
Looking at you, I can read your mind
I am the maker of rules
Dealing with fools, I can cheat you blind
And I don't need to see any more to know that
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind

Don't leave false illusions behind
Don't cry, I ain't changing my mind
So find another fool like before
Cause I ain't gonna live anymore believing
Some of the lies while
all of the signs are deceiving

War Week ends in Victory to Rio de Janeiro citizens

2010-11-28T15:57:00.003-02:00

The Brazilian national anthem (Portuguese: Hino Nacional Brasileiro) was composed by Francisco Manuel da Silva in 1822 decree by President Epitácio Pessoa gave the anthem its definitive, official lyrics, by Osório Duque-Estrada, after several changes were made to his proposal, written in 1909.

It was heard from the placid banks of the Ipiranga
The heroic people of a resounding cry
And the sun of Freedom, in bright rays,
Shone in the sky of the Homeland right now.

If the promise of equality
We win with a strong arm,
In your bosom, O Freedom,
Our hearts will defy till the death!

Beloved one,
Idol,
Hail! Hail!

Brazil, a dream sublime, vivid ray
Of love and hope descends to earth
In your lovely, smiling and limpid sky,
The image of the Cross shines forth.

A giant by nature,
You are beautiful, strong and intrepid colossus,
And the future mirrors this thy greatness.

Beloved Land
Among a thousand others
That's you, Brazil,
Oh beloved Homeland!

The sons of this soil
Are the gentle,
Fatherland,
Brazil!

Laid out eternally in the splendor,
In the sound of the sea and the light of the deep sky,
Shine, O Brazil, flower of America,
Illuminated by the sun of the New World!

More than the garish land
Your smiling, lovely fields have more flowers,
Our forests have more life,
Our life in thy bosom have more love

Beloved one,
Idol,
Hail! Hail!

Brazil, the eternal love symbol
The starry banner you display,
And may say the green-pennant of this flag
- Peace in the future and glory in the past.

For if you raise justice club strong
You will see that your son does not fear to fight,
Not afraid - who you love - of death itself.

Beloved Land
Among a thousand others
You, Brazil,
O beloved Homeland!

To the sons of this soil
You are the gentle Mother,
Beloved Homeland,
Brazil!

2010-11-25T16:56:00.004-02:00

A little piece of something
Falling gently down down down
No one understands you like I do

I'd rather be beside you
Everything we know so well
Tell me what you feel now
Show me what you think of it

It's not about us anymore
It's all about the reasons
That we think we're fighting for
It's not about hate
It's not about pain we always feel
I know we have our problems
But we're not the only ones
It's not about you it's not about me
It's not about anger
It's more about the loneliness we feel

How can I begin to
Ask for some forgiveness
For all that we have taken
There's nothing left now

Just a little piece of something
Falling gently down down down
No one understands you no no
Like I do
There's nothing left now

It's not about us anymore
It's all about the reasons
That we think we're fighting for
It's not about hate
It's not about pain we always feel
I know we have our problems
But we're not the only ones
It's not about you it's not about me
It's not about anger
It's more about the loneliness we feel

It's not about us
It's not about hate
It's more about the loneliness we feel, can you feel it
It's not about anger
It's not about wanting
I know we have our problems
But we're not the only ones, we're not the only ones
It's not about you, it's not about me...

Happy Thanksgiving

2010-11-25T12:25:00.001-02:00

It's Time To Get Our Priorities in Order
By Gallap
(this is a video made for school about poverty. the song is "mad world" by Gary Jules from the Donnie Darko Soundtrack)

Thirty million people a year die of hunger
Every 3.6 seconds a person dies of hunger
75% of them are childrem.
I believe that the poor will always be there.
I believe that too little people realise how many people live in poverty.
I believe poverty isn't an accident
Poverty, Population, Development
I believe that helping the poor is not always pleasant
I believe that money is no answer to poverty
I believe that when we see how many people are better off than us, we forget how many people are worse off than us.
I believe that anyone who has experienced poverty knows how expensive it is to be poor.

"A poor man with nothing in his belly needs hope, illusion more than bread" ~ George Bernanos

"A rich man is nothing but poor man with money" ~ WC Fields

"To a man with an empty stomach, food is God." ~ Gandhi

The poverty of our century is unlike that of any other.
It is not, as poverty was before, the result of natural scarcity, but of a set of priorities imposed upon the rest of the world by the rich. ~ John Berger

I believe,
that we,
have the will,
to make poverty,
History.
Because,

Childrem born into poverty are more likely to have been low birth weight babies and are more likely to die in the first month than other childrem. Half the world - over 3 billion people - live on less than US$ 2 a day. Nearly a billion people entered the 21st century unable to read a book or sign their names.

6.45 billion people live on this Earth.
800 million people go to bed hungry every night.

An Australian parking meter makes more in one hour than 2.74 billion people make in a day.

Light

2010-11-25T10:15:00.002-02:00

My first real desire to finish with myself was about 1 and 1/2 year ago. I have 2 kids. So I looked for help. To be worst I knew someone who was with me for 1 year and the end was the worst possible. I took a lot of medecines and almost got to the "other side". Waking up after this was awful. I still keep being depressed but Im trying to wake up of this nightmare following the instructions of my doctor. I would like to be a happy person again, being recognized by my smile as I used to be once. None can help us, only ourselves. Hang in there if you are depressed and look for a professional help. It is not a shame. It doesnt mean we are weak but that we are in a weak moment of our lives. A big hug for you and may all light beings lead us to the light again.

2010-11-24T20:47:00.000-02:00

Love never hurts. People do.
~ TaZ ~

Magical Woman Of Fantasy & Inner Mystical Being

2010-11-21T22:57:00.006-02:00

Which Magical Woman Of Fantasy Are You?

Tania got ► Magic Mistress

You trust in your intuition and imagination to guide you down the proper paths to reach your goals. You know that just because some things may be unseen or unknown does not make them any less real. You would never be so arrogant or foolish to think that you could control such things, but you are wise enough to see that you can use them without understanding them. Unexplainable events and strange coincidences follow you, and in your powerful presence such things seem quite believeable. You are no predator, but rather a traveller, as willing to brave the darkness as to bathe in the light. To you they are but two aspects of the same force, that which grants existence and awareness. Your faith is nurtured by love, your spirit by sensation.

Im a traveller who doesnt belong to nowhere.

2010-11-21T09:17:00.001-02:00

Dead as dead can be
My doctor tells me
But I just can't believe him
Ever the optimistic one
I'm sure of your ability
To become my perfect enemy

Wake up and face me
Don't play dead 'cause maybe
Someday I will walk away and say
You disappoint me
Maybe you're better off this way

Leaning over you here
Cold and catatonic
I catch a brief reflection
Of what you could and might have been
It's your RIGHT and your ability
To become my perfect enemy

Wake up
(Why can’t you?)
And face me
(Come on now)
Don't play dead
(Don’t play dead)
'Cause maybe
(Because maybe)
Someday
(Someday)
I will walk away and say
You disappoint me
Maybe you're better off this way

Maybe you're better off this way (×4)
You're better off this (×2)
Maybe you're better off...

Wake up
(Why can't you?)
And face me
(Come on now)
Don't play dead
(Don’t play dead)
'Cause maybe
(Because maybe)
Someday
(Someday)
I will walk away and say
You fucking disappoint me
Maybe you're better off this way!

Go ahead and play dead
(GO!)
I know that you can hear this
(GO!)
Go ahead and play dead
(GO!)

Why can't you turn and face me?
(WAKE UP!)
Why can't you turn against me?
(WAKE UP!)
Why can't you turn against me?
(WAKE UP!)
Why can't you turn against me?
(GO!)
You fucking disappoint me

Passive-aggressive bullshit.

2010-11-20T15:33:00.005-02:00

"When a person really desires something,

all the universe conspires to help that person to realize their dream...
Don't give into your fears," said the alchemist,
in a strangely gentle voice.
"If you do, you won't be able to talk to your heart."

May you have a magical life and only brighten days

2010-11-19T20:12:00.002-02:00

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

2010-11-19T00:10:00.000-02:00

Do it Anyway - The Paradoxical Commandments

2010-11-17T22:09:00.002-02:00

1. The version found written on the wall in Mother Teresa's home for children in Calcutta:

People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies. Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you. Be honest and sincere anyway.

What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight. Create anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway.

Give the best you have, and it will never be enough. Give your best anyway.

In the final analysis, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.

-this version is credited to Mother Teresa

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2. The Original Version:

The Paradoxical Commandments

by Dr. Kent M. Keith

People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.
The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds.
Think big anyway.
People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs.
Fight for a few underdogs anyway.
What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack you if you do help them.
Help people anyway.
Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you have anyway.

"The Paradoxical Commandments" were written by Kent M. Keith in 1968 as part of a booklet for student leaders.

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"Honor has not to be won; it must only not be lost"
Schopenhauer, Arthur

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"...It's a hard life
To be true lovers together
To love and live forever in each others hearts -
It's a long hard fight
To learn to care for each other
To trust in one another right from the start
When you're in love..."

- Queen -

Use Somebody

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Goccia

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Specchio di pioggia e asfalto
ci naviga dentro il cielo
grigio bianco
acqua e cielo

ma tu sei una goccia che non cade
e ritarda la mia guarigione
come ultima frase da terminare

Piccole navi col motore spento
aspettano un segno dal faro
così lontano

specchio di pioggia e asfalto
oggi il mio viso è più leggero
senza pianto
solo acqua e cielo

ma tu sei una goccia che non cade
e rimanda la mia guarigione
come un rumore sospeso che
non esplode

ancora navi col motore spento
aspettano un segno dal faro
così lontano

Fix You

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I'm weird

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Thanks God for everything you have given to me

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"Everything You Want"

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means - a lot - to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean - a lot - to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why

(only changed a bit the lyrics - he means a lot to me)

Which of the 7 elements are you?

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Which of the 7 elements are you?

Tania got Fire.

You are passionate, and caring. You are easy to fall in love, and people tend to fall for you just the same. You are always warm to the touch. People feel safe in your arms. You have a temper, but you can get controll of it quickly. You are a fighter, and will stand up for your opinions. Your eyes are always full of passion and people tend to be drawn to them.

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How many times do I have to die? How many times do I have to be born again? How many times do I have to be punished for the others sins? How many times do I need to feel the pain that doesnt belong to me?

I made a lot of mistakes put I payed each one of them in each year of my whole life. Till my birth were difficult, till my childhood was painful, my teen age was something that I never could understand, and as an adult I still feel the hits on my back every single day.

When I feel the breeze of happiness I start fearing because I know it lasts just a little bit.

Why give me to the other humans like to give meat to the beasts? I dont understand why it is happening to me. Will I get this pain till I die again without understand once more? Im just a human, not a divine creature.

If there is nothing you can do God, please, just keep me sane. So, one day I can find the meaning for all this.

Mea Culpa

2010-11-05T16:24:00.003-02:00

Doesnt matter what they do with her. Any reaction from her is always her fault. And at just one signal from any human is enough to her being burn like a witch.

Burn witch, burn. In a way or another you will always be the guilty. So, pay for our sins and we can be free to commit more mistakes in your name and be free of all punishment. You will be punished always in our place. It is written in the stars.

There is no place to hide witch. We will always find you to punish you. You are our only hope to survive.